Well, here I am!! back. Again!!
Fighting, Keeping a straight face. Acting like it doesn’t get to you, Doesn’t hurt you. It never is easy!
Things are relative! people perceive things the way they want it to be, or the way they don’t.
the number of variations in the human mind are infinite.! any situation can be perceived as anything else!! ( apologies for the vague comparison)
There are so many different worlds! and in them reside so many different souls….
I am one such soul… What i find is never going to be the end of it! Its always the beginning of!
The line beginning of the end, signifies re birth.
Clarity! Clarity of vision, purpose, path, want. there is this trick to clarity. The more you try to make things Clear and vision the future, or construct your purpose or lay down your path or define your wants. The more difficult it becomes to do all of those just be cause of the fact you need answers to all those questions that pop up due to your action of Clarifying things!
Read that again!
Clarity! Clarity of vision, purpose, path, want. there is this trick to clarity. The more you try to make things Clear and vision the future, or construct your purpose or lay down your path or define your wants. The more difficult it becomes to do all of those just be cause of the fact you need answers to all those questions that pop up due to your action of Clarifying things!
thus clarity is a illusion!?
What is an Illusion!? Any form of camouflage that is used to deceive anyone from the Truth!
Thus what is been hidden from us? The fact we are not in control?!
This is a very run down path. i.e. if we are not in control who is.. and how do you define control? what is choice? Do we really have a choice or is it all made up and we are just playing out a script!?
choice is a simple enough example! Lets assume i’m here writing this article. If you know me or even remotely seen me sometime. you do know i do NOT function with out music. So no surprises here i’m as a matter of fact listening to something, now i have decided i want to change the song. Now the question is have i total freedom to choose what i like or has it been already been fabricated and I will end up doing it. Now the choice been made the effects do not end there. The implications run deeper. Sticking to the same example. I find the genre of song will change the outcome of this article. Thus in order to give the right ending to this piece I shud’ve listened to the right song. But how does one knw which is the right song????? thus confusion sets in! and i pick some random song. But was this all already planned and set up so that i wud leave the song to a random algorithm which plays one song from over 10000?? now WHAT CHOICE DID I MAKE? was it all made up!? all that gave me was a headache! damn!!!
Why the doomsday image being painted?! well cuz, life sucks! Its all just a pre fabricated. Its all made up! You are going down, no matter wat you do! U will be down and out even before you realise wat is goin on! Its hard. It loves to play hard ball. and It won’t take any prisoners! IT WILL NOT HOLD BACK!
Now you knw what is life! You will do either of two things!
Either you lie down and take it! or you dish some back at it.
It ain’t gonna be a cake walk! It rubs ur face on the curb u take that and fuel ur self.!
Hold it in. Hold it till you can build yourself a steady thought process. a fire. an absolute beast. Unleash it! let that baby rip!! all you need is one moment!
One moment is all one needs to make that difference! One moment of weakness can be your downfall…
equally one moment of resilience, one moment of unadulterated innocence , one moment of pure spite, pure anger.
Any thing an be your fuel. Bottom line is to keep that fire burning.! Keep that up! and you got your self an insatiable desire to grab life by its nuts and put it to the curb every single time!!!!
To get what you want outta life, you gotta take this plunge.There are two ways this one ends.
Either get washed ashore a wet sock! or u ride that baby like there is no tomorrow!
So, Stepping into this big bad world, I hope i fall, i hope i get beaten up, thrown to the curb, hell even get mugged if its gonna help. Cuz once that fire burns… Its gonna bring the house down!!!!!
